duck posse Wednesday, July 09, 2008 | Comments
today was a milestone of sorts. it could even be described as a homecoming of sorts. a familiar place with a little different twist.
this time, she was one of the ducks up front. she couldn't fade into the background like she did before. she always knew this day would come. and He knew too. anxiety was everywhere.
she planned for the worst. expecting a showdown of judgment and evil eyes; mostly from the other ducks. but He knew. as she worried, the plan played out. and things began to fall into place. no need to worry about the "what if". but there were other things. there were always other things. expect the worst. and try your best to cope seemed to be this duck's plan.
today was homecoming. and He knew. there were familiar faces and encouraging smiles. the evil ducks stayed home. and He knew this is what she needed. the exact plan to give her the lift and confidence for the day. no evil ducks today.
He planned it all. it was by no means an easy day. but it was what she needed just enough to pull through. she is a duck. ducks waddle. sometimes waddling is tough, but He knew that the waddling would come.
when she can waddle confidently. only He knows. but he has his plan. the extras are only added by us.
"i think deep down i want to be famous. not celebrity famous. but the kind of famous that comes with admiration. maybe thats where being behind the lens comes in. 